Momoshiro Takeshi//The key to my lock\\20
Recap: "Come with me." He stood up.
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I followed him to a park, then deeper into it where the trees are so thick sunlight hardly shines through them. After winding through some trees, Momo came to a stop in a small clearing with a stream.
"Here it is."
"Where is here?"
"Where I come when I need to be alone. I've never shared this place with anyone. You're the first one."
"Oh. It really is perfect." It really was- surrounded by nature. Momo sat down on a large rock and beckoned me to sit beside him.
We sat in silence for a few moments.
Gosh. It feels like eternity. Why'd he bring me here? I rested my head on his shoulder. He wrapped an arm around my waist. I closed my eyes.
"Shinera?"
"Hm?"
"You don't... you don't... like anyone else... do you?" He asked uncertainly.
"Nope."
"Sure?" His voice waivered.
"Yup."
"Eiji included?" His voice shook.
"Yup. Why'd you ask?"
"Uhm.. well... The past few days... You seem to be very close to him."
"So?"
"So? Uh...uh... well...I-" I cut him off by planting a kiss on his lips. He was a little shocked at first, then he wrapped his arms around my waist and deepened the kiss. I didn't want to part, but I had to say something.
"You doubt me?"
"No... b-"
"You're the only person I could trust. I thought you trusted me too. You don't, do you?"
"It's not that I don't... I-"
"You what. You're the only person that meant something to me. More than a friend. More than a best friend. But I don't understand. Why do you not trust me?"
"I can't-"
"Can't what? I thought you should know that I-" He suddenly hugged me tightly.
"I can't lose you."
My eyes brimmed with tears.
"I was so afraid. My parents had a failed relationship. My father went through so much pain he made sure that I ebdured the same pain he did. But I know that my physical pain is nowhere near the heartbreak my father felt. For half my life, I kept to myself because I didn't want to endure the same pain as my father. Because I was afraid to. I was afraid of getting hurt. So I found a way to keep other people from hurting me- and that turned me cold to everyone and everything. I numbed myself from everything, even my father's whip didn't scare me. I erased everything from my memory- pain, fear, happiness, sorrow, love- everything. It kept me safe. It kept me safe until you came. It wasn't your look or you tennis skills. It was because you were the only one who cared for me. It made me realise that maybe, deep down, I do need someone to love me. I did need to know that someone loved me. You unlocked the doors to my heart. You made me feel safe. I can't lose you, you know? I can't go back to my past." Tears flowed down my eyes as I hugged him tightly.
"I sensed the love that you needed. I saw everything you needed through your eyes. I won't let you go back to your past. I can't lose you either." Those words comforted me. I love Momo, the key to my locked heart.
"I love you, too much."
....................................The End..........................................
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I followed him to a park, then deeper into it where the trees are so thick sunlight hardly shines through them. After winding through some trees, Momo came to a stop in a small clearing with a stream.
"Here it is."
"Where is here?"
"Where I come when I need to be alone. I've never shared this place with anyone. You're the first one."
"Oh. It really is perfect." It really was- surrounded by nature. Momo sat down on a large rock and beckoned me to sit beside him.
We sat in silence for a few moments.
Gosh. It feels like eternity. Why'd he bring me here? I rested my head on his shoulder. He wrapped an arm around my waist. I closed my eyes.
"Shinera?"
"Hm?"
"You don't... you don't... like anyone else... do you?" He asked uncertainly.
"Nope."
"Sure?" His voice waivered.
"Yup."
"Eiji included?" His voice shook.
"Yup. Why'd you ask?"
"Uhm.. well... The past few days... You seem to be very close to him."
"So?"
"So? Uh...uh... well...I-" I cut him off by planting a kiss on his lips. He was a little shocked at first, then he wrapped his arms around my waist and deepened the kiss. I didn't want to part, but I had to say something.
"You doubt me?"
"No... b-"
"You're the only person I could trust. I thought you trusted me too. You don't, do you?"
"It's not that I don't... I-"
"You what. You're the only person that meant something to me. More than a friend. More than a best friend. But I don't understand. Why do you not trust me?"
"I can't-"
"Can't what? I thought you should know that I-" He suddenly hugged me tightly.
"I can't lose you."
My eyes brimmed with tears.
"I was so afraid. My parents had a failed relationship. My father went through so much pain he made sure that I ebdured the same pain he did. But I know that my physical pain is nowhere near the heartbreak my father felt. For half my life, I kept to myself because I didn't want to endure the same pain as my father. Because I was afraid to. I was afraid of getting hurt. So I found a way to keep other people from hurting me- and that turned me cold to everyone and everything. I numbed myself from everything, even my father's whip didn't scare me. I erased everything from my memory- pain, fear, happiness, sorrow, love- everything. It kept me safe. It kept me safe until you came. It wasn't your look or you tennis skills. It was because you were the only one who cared for me. It made me realise that maybe, deep down, I do need someone to love me. I did need to know that someone loved me. You unlocked the doors to my heart. You made me feel safe. I can't lose you, you know? I can't go back to my past." Tears flowed down my eyes as I hugged him tightly.
"I sensed the love that you needed. I saw everything you needed through your eyes. I won't let you go back to your past. I can't lose you either." Those words comforted me. I love Momo, the key to my locked heart.
"I love you, too much."
....................................The End..........................................